Filed under: Poetry: Depressing, Poetry: Love | Tags: love, Poetry, Writing
A million baby blue balloons
Captured sunlight in crystal cocoons
A warm hand on the indestructible
Only the breakable
And the fragile
Just a fable about the future
Careful what wished for you
Falling stars reused countless times
Like the town whore
Who lost her magic long ago
Your acidic tongue lost in my mouth
Full of cherry flavoured antacids
Kisses that have lost their bite
Lemon flavoured sugar cubes
I found one in my soup
I slid across your strings
Too quickly and it burned
You hammered on my affection
But every vibrato has to end
When the laws of physics are in motion
*One of those where the mood feels ‘right’ to me for each paragraph, yet I don’t know what the topic is really about..probably something dormant inside my mind. So I guess it’s pretty much open for interpretation.
Was just thinking today how some things are deemed impossible or absurd, only because we do not understand enough about it.
If we know it’s impossible, then we do not know enough.
Filed under: Photography, Travel | Tags: film, india, Photography, thailand
No time to edit much..so just uploaded with minimal tweaking. All shot on film, with a natura classica or rolleiflex.
Was trying to find some old files today and dug this out instead heh. An ex friend and I used to take turns doodling with a black marker in my notebook, until a scene was created. I’m no artist but it was real good fun! Colouring the scenes in photoshop was good practise as well.
Filed under: Poetry: Depressing, Poetry: Thoughts | Tags: Poetry, Thoughts
The feelings are all churning
In an inner sea of bile.
Painfully raw they’re burning
But you touch them, most servile.
Those opportunistic bastards
Finally have you cornered.
You don’t want to feed them,
But they’re waiting to feed you.
Don’t you understand?
They won’t let you die;
Who will starve for you then?
It’s just one of those nights.
Guilt’s will is iron but false,
And sorrow always has her way;
They care about neither of yours.
Making friends quickly today,
They convince you that it was you,
Who wanted to be their friend.
They hang around all day,
Smoking all your cigarettes
Without ever needing to pay.
And you think it’s alright,
Because you befriended them first.
It’s just one of those nights.
Your daydreams lose their influence,
So at night memory sweats in labour,
Hoping to find some semblance,
To something you can’t remember,
And won’t remember when you wake.
The lies of this ugly world,
Trickle past skin unscathed.
Meandering in a poisonous path,
Death the journey and goal.
You’re really dreaming of sleep,
Even as you dream while sleeping.
It’s just one of those nights.
*Written a couple weeks back..decided to edit and publish.
(Pushed fr: Oct 9, 08)
Went with Andrew for a photoshoot round queer, antique Geylang. Lots of nice textures and character under the skin. Burned a roll of lomography redscale 100, lomography bw 100 & kodak fotopro 100..all of which are first times!
Decided to port over a couple shots from fb taken on my phone to a new set on flickr, mostly using the toycamera app (which I highly recommend!). Lots of fun just capturing fuss-free snippets of everyday.
Carla Bruni – talented singer, songwriter, supermodel and First Lady of France. Her latest french album has been a pleasure to listen to by far, with simple, relaxed accoustic guitar sounds, coupled with warm and sexy, yet soothing vocals. You can check her website and myspace out as well. Thanks for the intro, Cel! :)
Popular song from her album sung and played live:
Thanks to Brian’s friend, Ed, I’ve been listening to Cosmosquad for weeks straight. Made up of guitarist Jeff Kollman, bassist Christopher Maloney and drummer Shane Gaalaas, they’re definitely one of the best metal/rock instrumental bands out there.
Each member has a very distinct style that fuses together beautifully, producing an extremely tight combination of sounds. Maloney’s basslines are fucking sexy and creative, Gaalaas’s drumming both drives and sustains perfectly, and Kollman’s technique and talent are lethal. What I also like is that none of the sounds brought to the table are consumed by another, but are instead blended seamlessly with sufficient breathing space.
Great great song and my fav on the Acid Test album:
And another song because I enjoyed it so much:
A couple links for quick ref:
Cosmosquad’s website
Cosmosquad’s myspace
Kollman’s website
Kollman’s myspace




























